I've had one of the worst months of my life and I'm a little afraid it will only get worse.....
my parents are fighting a lot and its all through me..
"dont tell your mom I said this," or "dont tell your dad I said that"
My dependability upon others is going away fast too..
I called my big brother and he got really worried about me when i told him everything that has been happening and told me to stop and take a look at my life and try to fix it. I told him when I try, I am only upsetting the balance and making even more bad things happen.
God I hate how things are right now...